07 July 08 - tears in heaven
I cried last nite…
he said im unique…there’s no word to describe
he said for a girl, im strong…
and i cried….
i asked what’s going to happen, because, i need to know….
he said, for me to have been there with him all those years, put up with him, is for him strong
he said, for me to have been through life on my own, when he’s gone, is for him strong
he said, for me to have met him again even if the circumstance isnt in my favor, is for him strong
he said, for me to still pick up his calls and talk to him even after he hurt me, is for him strong
he said, im very strong even if i say im not…. im very strong in all sense,
that he,
cant be as strong as me….
and i cried silently…
he said, he dont think he cld be as strong as me…
and i asked him, if he thinks he’s not strong enuff, why wld he go through with this…
he cant answer that….
I am so tired of being strong….
~hugs~
