02 July 08 - FY baru tp aku bohsan
~It is so easy to be cranky….irritable dan sewaktu dgnnya…
apabila byk maknusia2 keliling yg sengal.
~I nvr thought one day I cld ever be stalked. GASP! yeah it’s true…n the sad part is, the person didnt realized he is actually stalking me and making everyone around me cam takut camtu…siap ade yg suggest gi amek Temporary Restraining Order…Dramatik kaaaaannnn
To that person, please, like I told you, please stop it…
~I’ve been tempted to gv in to a "kekasih gelap" kind of realtionshit….but, after weighing the whole thing, aku merasakan, aku lah akan lebih merudum dan remuk dan menderita drp happy….I cld only wish that person wld hv some courage to own up and pursue in daylight.kenapakah dia selfish?
~I read a dearie entries in her blog…I cld feel the sadness, the fear of inadequecy, the fear of being labelled as demanding, the fear of not doing it right this time around, the fear of being left alone..I cant say much about it even if I was feeling all those, like a deja vu, when I was reading it.. I know exactly how it felt, but then again…I cant gv much advise, or be such memandai2…as I am not….but babe, most guys are like that, when they get too comfortable with you…but a fren told me, grab je the guy when he offers you, coz the offer might nvr come twice. I used to make that mistake too…I had been the beralah type, thinking abt his situation and future…but, that same fren also told me, think abt him and you only, dont think of others. Tapi tah la….dah jadi merepek lak ape aku nak ckp…the thing is, i realized, you cant gv advise to ppl who doesnt want it, or doesnt need it…but babe, I feel you…really, I do ~hugs~
~I heard one guy said in the radio, it is better to be the dumper than the dumpee…well….
~to my dearest babe, I’m sad that your relationship is in that stage…I hope you can be cool, calm, rational…maybe the time will past, he’s trying I know but your trying too, I know….but,benefit of the doubts….I know you feel like moving on. and lari dr segala2nya…..mencik kan? but babe, you know, i’ll be there kan?I really do hope things will work out for you..but at the moment, I really dunno what to say abt the whole thing, but what I know, I want you to be happy….coz I love you….we’ve been friends like forever kan?
~I need to gain weight
~I need to meet new ppl
~I need foooooodddddddddddddd…kenapakah donia tgh mengalami krisis makanan ha?ha??
aku tak dpt mkn KFC pun aku dah sedey…tambahan pula mereka yg mmg tak penah merasa KFC..si Bie tu pulak bole cerita kat haku kat Haiti dorg mkn mud pie, literally MUD pie..iaitu tanah yg di sift pastu dicampur dgn mentega or sayur dan dikeraskan dan dimakan…dan di india mereka terpaksa memakan tikus lumpur sbb kasta mereka rendah dan mereka tidak dpt bercucuk tanak selepas banjir besar…sedihnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Bie!!! asl ko nak citer menda2 sedey kat haku ha?haaaaa????
~jom pi mkn
~sapa2 nak donate Ipod tak kat haku?
