~intoxicated heart~

Ok This is my Bday Post. Supercedes all the posts I wanna do! Stories of "Misadventure of Girly Holidays - Backpackers Style" can wait.

Coz this lady in the middle

did a surprise burfday party for me!!!! (Of coz, she said she had "culprits" helped her)

So well, it is supposed to be another outing day for me & Minie on saturday. She told me she wanna come over on the fon last Friday so I said ok, was quite excited coz lama tak jumpa..I missed the cue of Salwa asking me numerous time on what im going to do on Saturday & Sunday…it is a bit weird, but Salwa is weird (hahahah jgn marah babe).

akceli aku agak keciwa when Minie dowan to go Sg Wang to buy shoes on Saturday but then it’s ok laa i thot…ape2pun I get to see her…fetch her at KJ, pastu on the balik, I asked where she wants to go kan…then straight away she answered "OU!!" a bit too fast, but aku br je terlepas OU mase tu. So I said so lah "Kite br je terlepas OU"..but we decided to go back home first for me to eat (oh yeah, lupe lak nk ckp, aku dah pakai pendakap gigi now, so kenot mkn in public n im not supposed to hv any pictures taken sampai la aku bukak balik menda tu…ermmm dlm masa 2 tawun lagi la tu hahahahahha). Dah puas memakan sambil mempoyokan diri tunjuk pics exotic di bangkok & Kok Samui, and setelah bermekapan dgn harapan bole mengaver bracesku ini, we were all set to OU. Jesse ckp nak folo we all but a bit later…and my sis plak gheja pagi ituuu..

Minie said nak beli Jeans, so we went Jeans hunting kat situ, tetibe bole pulak aku lapa. So g mkn kat Cinnabon..Minie mkn seploh min je cinnabon tu, aku rasa aku mkn more than half an hour! ye laaaa terpedap-pedap nak koyak kecik2, pastu kulum lam mulut sbb nak lembutkan, pastu TELAN (seksa ok seksaaa) sambil nak kontrol comey2 and kunun2 tarahal laa..

Then Jesse came & joined us, die pun terpaksa bersabar menunggu & created a story abt sumone yg suh die pegi jugak2 kat atas OU tu as proof she’s with us..Convincing seyh! So I said ok la, but kene la tggu aku mkn dulu. So Pastu, kitorg pun jln la naik lif tu, tp yg beshnya, aku agak heran jugak how she knows to get to the batting cage, but since mood aku tlah diruin oleh sumone the nite before, so aku cam peduli tak peduli je la ngan sume mende padahal…the clues were here & there…

bukak2 je pintu lift tu

terkejut aku tgk muka Liza & the Kids & Edwin!!

They yelled "HAppy Birthday Jasss!!!!"

and I laughed. And laughed. And laughed. And I cant stop. Dah la susah ok gelak besar pakai braces hehehe but I cant help it. Tak kuar2 aku pade lif sampai dorg suruh..Then I saw Tina & hubby, Kamal, adik & Didi…

huhuuuuuuuu tatau nak gelak ke nages ke actually..

But I tell yew, it was stylish in planning & execution. No wonder tetibe ramai pulak yg ingat Bday aku, those yg tak dpt dtg rupenye hehehe

Thank you. Thank You. Thank YOU!!

It cld nvr been better. I love it, & truly am surprised. I know few others can make it, but thanks folks!!

Let the pictures do the talking now…and oh, the cake is a jelly cake, coz aku taleh mkn mende lain…& chips and drinks…a simple but truly impacting little ceremony..

I LOVE YOU BUNCH!!!

Oh damn…terlebih bandwith pulaaaaa…I’ll put the pics dekat the friendster photopage ok..

go shorty, it’s my birthday.

hepiiiii beddaaaaayyyy to meeeeeeee…..

Thank you for all the well wishes, by calls, thru sms, in friendster.

Thank you for the surprise too.

~~~~hmmmm

why do ppl say "happy birthday"?

bkos it is supposed to be a happy event….but if you had a sad birthday, shd you say "sad birthday!"?

I’ve been crying rivers last nite & all thru today (not bkos of teringat that whomever, mind you!)

I had a really really bad nite, last nite..& a not so good day today too…malu je ok nages dlm bus.

I am beginning to think happily ever afters dont really exist….well, at least to me la kut.

Well, tmrw is another babe’s birthday..Happy Bday!!!!!!!!

Age is just a number aight?

and oh, Happy BEdday Lil Prankster & Lil Header!!!!

hey peeps,

hepi belated Valentine’s

guess what, Im in bangkok at the moment…feeling sooooo sakit gigi

Well, I wanted to share on my adventure to bangkok-samui-bangkok tp tulaaaa…..masa kat samui dah tergedik2 nak online tp cam tak sempat jek…daaaaaaah kene tggu sampai bgkok balik…sini very the expensive i tell yewww…50 Bhat(around RM5) for 40 mins internet usage ok!…kalo kat Khao San, baru 1min 1Bhat which is like 10 sen ok!

anyways….nak cerita jugak before aku lupa….hopefully sempat kaver sume before my 40 mins is up!

Day 1

Sis & BF sent us, that’s me & Jesse, to LCCT to catch our flight at 10.30am. We had checked in and went to had our bfast at the new foodcourt. Bau macam kat spital ok! gile sterile! hahahahah

mase tu we all baru realize yg cosmetic yg kitorg bwk tersgt la melebihi tahap cecair hand luggage yg dibenarkan.well, kitorg kan kekunun backpackers, so sume nak muat lam satu bekpek jek, now baru tegedik2 nak check balik mane leh bawak n mane leh tggl. seb baik la adik yg anto, so leh kasik die bwk balik…aku nie ye ye bwk 2 botol mineral besar, sekali nak check in takut pecah so selamat lah tggl…juga my gel blusher, my perfume, my ape tah lagi huhuuuu…since jesse dh malas nak re-sort her stuff, dia checked in jek sumenye…

dah sampai kat bangkok, kitorg pun terkial2 la sekejap nak mkn nak carik jln nak gi Sai Mai Tai (Southern Bus Terminal)…..oh Shit!!! my 40 mins is almost up!!! tgll 2 mins je lagi sbb tadi sebuk email huhuuuu

anyway, to be cont on how kitorg tak dpt tren g Samui n starnded kat Bkk huhuuu…I’ll post piccas later ok!

Well…Doa utk Jesse & my safety ye.

I miss yew, yew, yew & all of you!!!!!

Muah muahhhhssssss

I was in sum island in sum neighbouring country,for work.really!!

I wanted to post up story & pics but I’m a little bit swarmed. However, here’s a sneak

Today, aku cabut gigi…sakitnya bagai!!!!

Esok, aku packing, coz err

Lusa, I’m going holidayyy!!!!!!!! Yaribbba!!!

mari PatPong marreyyyyyyyy

I think Im fat….do u think Im fat?

my face dah berbentuk begitu bulat

my weight sudah meningkat

my jeans are all very the ketat

~sigh…i cant be spending for new things!

Sumone asked me, my bday is nearing, n what do i wish for…sumhow that question took me aback…i need to think, yet i cant find the answer…coz u see, i cant visualize any material/superficial thing when the Q was asked….n nothing, n i mean nothing pops into my head. that’s sad.

to that person, I guess my wish for this year is to be able to do what I had proposed to u before,u still remember? Think will submit that godforsaken application to that place.

on material/superficial thing, I want a house…anyone can buy me one? I wld love to have that, u can buy any in Kota Damansara area, while it is still low..I wldnt mind that DRimba or DRoselle, or even the double storey or single story house….a flat pun actually i dun mind…Beggars cant be choosers aight?

talking abt house, it reminded me of a conversation with a fren….I was talking to him abt buying one, coz i’ve been looking around for years dah…but nvr had that opportunity or even money la to buy..then he asked me, why do u want to buy 1. So I said coz I want to hv 1, its property waaaatt. He said why dont u just wait for ur hubby to be to buy. then i said coz I dun hv a hubby to be yet, so why dont i buy it on my own, if n when i can afford. He said most guys nowadays nvr think of their future, nvr a long term one anyways, so they wont buy a house as yet or even hv that plan..till they are married then only they’ll think of it. So I said, its ok, if let say whoever wants to marry me tu hv a house, that wld be a bonus for me, so we’ll move into his house n put mine for rental, extra income kan..but let say the fella dun hv a house yet, so he can move into mine, then he needs to find the money to buy one to put a roof on my head (coz that is supposed to be his kewajipan as a husband), then only we’ll move to that house n put mine on rental. and that guy answered," Dayusnya lelaki itu."

okkayyyy….terkejut la i, uols. this comes from a guy u know….bukan pompan yg kate k…

but true enuff….most guys dun think of it…i mean those long term stuff, most of them pikir yg sekarang2 nyer je yg ape dorg nak buat, abih kuat pun within 5 years, tu pun kira hebat. most of them still finding, searching, still trying to find what they wanna do with their life, n not sure on how to get those…it’s sad. it’s hard to find those yg really know what they wanna do, how are they going to do it n by when. Most are still dependent on the parents…even up to a certain age, they wld still go back to fall on the parents, forgetting that it is time for the parents to fall back on them….sampai bile ko expect mak ayah ko nak kasik duit kat ko n terus keje sbb ko tak berusaha?

ok, if u hv inheritance, yg mmg under ur name, that is one thing, eventhough ade this guy yg mmg ade duit n harta told me, harta kalo makan, habis…sape kate tak habis…

if u think u hv inheritance in a form of ur parents’ EPF, u better think again.. that’s not for you..its for your parents u know…kate la dorg sakit, adekah ko mampu menjaga dorg dan mengeluarkan duit utk spend kat dorg? by now, everyone wld know, health is a very expensive thing.so duit EPF tu la yg akan cover…who said you are entitled to that money? you are suppose to provide for your parents if you have passed ur baligh age. you got brain, you have energy…asl nak bahanekan ur ageing parents?

I guess, this is a reminder to me as well…no, that is a wrong word…not guess.. IT IS A REMINDER..

~sigh~

anyways, I was telling babe abt how a guy proposed a long distanced relationshit to me. not that bullshit "long distanced" type of relationshit tapi snarnye dok satu negeri tu…not even those yg diff country but in the same benua…it is totally diff country in a diff benua….n i told, i dont do long distanced, coz i cant. n the guy didnt under stand…i told babe abt it, n this is what she said

Babe: naper ko tacakap ngan dia ko realist  cam gitu.. so object2 yg tadak depan mata ko.. slalu nya tadapat amik ko nye attention pun..

   Me: yes

   Babe:so.. that’s why long-distance not working..

Bulls Eye. Right target…betul ape die ckp….then we continued,

Me: u know wat he said? he said that shows aku not giving my best

Me:i dont even want to try

Me:but i told him, ive been thru it so i know

Babe: which proof that he has his optimistic traits misplaced..

Me:hahahaha

Babe:hmmm.. let’s go to palestine or afghans then?

Babe:or african countries?

Me:yeahhh

Me:let’s!!!

ok. we talk craps a lot during working hour hehehe…sumthing so serious can turn into sumthing so nonsensical…anyways, I hafta say no to it…kan?? tskkk

Until a guy has balls, with dick attached (pun intended), really go to my parents and tell them he’s serious abt me and ask for permission to date me, I consider semuanya craps….

No matter how he talk abt Love

No matter how he talk abt future together

No matter how he talked abt being with (yet not ready to meet them when they are in town)

No matter how he said he is menyimpan duit and tgh membina harta supaya aku senang (sila roll mata anda sekarang…betting riban2 bole pulak)

No matter, watever

It’s all excuses, kan?

If you are anak jantan, then prove it. tak payah nak tggu2, tak payah nak suh org kenenkan, tak payah nak ckp poyo bebyk. That is sooooooo yesterday…

No excuses.Buktikan.

Yeahhhhhhh….

p/s: how did i got carried away aaaa…i wanted to talk abt how fat I’ve become huhuuu

And oh, Happy Lunar New Year peeps!!!!