03 July 2007 - ape ko neh???
Friday, June 29th, 2007Dear Kemma,
Sumwhere around last week, I had received an email from sumone. I know I told you I wldn’t bring this sort of things up in here anymore but I cldnt resist…..coz u see, that particular person reads my blog more than she checks her email it seems..which is once every 2-3 months.
She might not understand what I’m saying here NOR she realized that I’m writing to HER…coz previously, a lot that I have indirectly saying things abt her & to her but she is blardy ignorant I guess, coz what she mentioned in her email was just those yg mmg I kata "tu kau la bodoh" kind of thing ONLY…The maksud tersirat she cant comprehend…jgnkan itu, malahan maksud tersurat yg terang lagikan bersuluh pun she cant get it. haihhhh kena pi masuk sekolah balik kut tu…masa dulu takmau belajar betoi2 haa kan..anyway kemma, does my language too berterabur for anyone to understand? If it does, all my linguist n pakar bahasa friends, pls correct me.
She was explaining at first but can I yell to her "It’s blardy late damn yuh!" Kemma, can I? can I plss?? and and like I dunno those things kan..I dah mentioned in my prev entries those that I already know..n byk je lagi yg I dah tau that I didnt put up in here coz cam haihhhhhh sudah sudah la tu kan…macam I nak kata kat dia, yeaaahhh take ur time baybee take ur time…what r u trying to prove anyway now? ape lagi kau nak niii…..jgnla buang masa, baik kau pegi mekap tebal 3 inci macam nak pegi shooting tu masa ko gi dating yg ko claim takde niat pa pe…heran kan kemma? masa kuar ngan family takde lak mekap camtu ye…ishk ishk….
Kemma, the funniest thing yg paling I rasa mangkuks sekals is when she talked about responsibility (tanggung jawab). I rasa cam "KAHKAHAKHAKAHAKAH BODO SIAAALL"
You know what, if I let my bro baca, mesti my bro akan kata sebijik like what my sis said "Bodola pompan neh".. n you know my bro is just in Form 5 jek.
She said she felt tak bertanggungjawab if she walks away now n she doesnt want to. Well kemma, I feel like asking her back, abih tu bertanggungjawab sgtla kau tuh mengaco hal org in the first place? Do you even know what tanggungjawab means? This is what my scandal gave me, she referred to a kamus tau:
"tanggung jawab"
:kewajipan yg dipikul oleh seseorang, segala yg wajib ditanggung
:memberikan jawapan dan menanggung segala akibatnya (sekiranya tidak beralasan, tidak munasabah, dsb)
bertanggungjawab la sgt main tukar2 nasik ye masa tu….* geleng pale*
Kemma, she asked me all these questions but can I choose not to answer?? Coz all the answers are just tooo damn obvious.
You know, 1 of my fren kate" Reply jek. Tell her if he can do this to me, he can do to you too"
another fren lak kate "If u want to reply, dun make it abt u, but make it abt her. Ckp jek you dowan to share, up to her if she wants to share kan with lots of other bodies"
another lak kate "ayat 1st letak - Ooopss Sori terreply awal, malas nak tggu 2 bulan…dah basi."
another lak kata "bitau je die sume mende, bia die tau langit tinggi rendah sbb dok rasa besh sgt kan"
Tapi Kemma, I malas la nak reply. Orang kata biarkan si Luncai dgn labu-labunya…Orang la kata kan, takkan la burung nak kata.
Patut ke I bitau die pasal that another girl? tapi I malas la..coz he thot I din know..so bia kan je la.He din know that was the second chance yg dia claim tak dapat tu.coz he din know I know n I choose to just let it be.
Belambak2 menda yg I ble cakap kat pompan tu tp for what kan? She thinks she is the blardy saviour so let her..
He twisted sum of the truth, shd I untwist it or let it be?? n she bought it hahha….
but she cant have what I had before…can she Kemma??
