~intoxicated heart~

Yeah..it is 8.31 on Monday morning but since the bosses are not in yet, might as well i blog little bit little bit heh..

While I was eating my Nasik Lemak dis morning, my colleague’s hubby called her on her 3-G hphone, so that he can see the wife’s face before flying off to Penang. The wife was actually blushing & termalu2 since she didnt bring the earphone n everybody in the pantry can hear exactly what her hubby were saying to her…the kisses….hmm…

I find that very endearing, very endearing..u see.. they are not newly-wed couple but already had at least 12 years under their belts.

You see all those elderly couples, still loving each other, still treating each other with passion they once had during their courting times, you cant help but wonder, would you be like that in your old days too??

Take my grandparents for example, Maktok & Tokabah still call each other "Yang" & at times, start ckp "I..You"..depends lah..Tukabah wld wait till Maktok comes out from the room, then only he’ll start eating..& they even hold hands when they walk..not because they are old or tak larat or anything like dat, but it is just a simple gesture that they had been doing since…i dunno, like forever?

When I was still schooling, I stayed with my granparents until my dad wld come back from work, so I know how their day-to-day routine would be..Maktuk & Tukabah were young grandparents, as I am the 1st cucu. Every morning, after prayers, tukabah wld let maktuk sleeps back & he wld go out to but breakfast for maktuk, together with all the raw material for lunch & dinner, when maktuk wakes up, food is already on the table, including her morning kopi, to which I wld always, always take a sip 1st hehe.. then maktuk wld cook everyhting for my tukabah after taking her breakfast..

When maktuk felt sick, & couldnt wash herself due to Athritis, Tukabah wld bath her & even wash her after she finished "pooping", since her hands cant reach her behind. Now you tell me, husband mana yg sggup buat macam tu? & Maktuk wld always, always prepare what tukabah wants to eat, not us, the cucus yg sgt nakal…

Eventhough now they are staying with my parents, you can still see their love to each other, n not even taking one for granted. Mind you, maktuk can be a very jealous woman even tukabah tu dah tua hahahahah

Well, my parents, my mama always kiss my babah before going to work..even until now that I’m an adult..Eventho at one stage they try to hide hide, but how lah to hide from your children kan..Babah wld always put his family 1st no matter in what situation, even to an extend that can make him go to bankruptcy. Babah wld always "cuit" mama when he thot his children were not paying attention, to which mama wld giggles like a teenager i tell you…huhuhu & now, in their middle -age years, they were holding hands whenever they go jalan2..

I can go on forever about couples who still value each other throughout the years, even when their children were growing up, not juz during their "newly-weds" period..

Uncle Men & Auntie Nab - I remembered them always share a coconut.. A coconut, 2 straws, even anak menakan belambak di keliling..

Makcharq & Pakcharq - always, always mengusik each other in front of everybody..

Pakcik Manaf & Makcik Zura - she wld sit on her hubby’s lap even during kenduri haha n pakcik wld be so cool about it.

my beloved Makcik Ami & Pakcik Rahim -  He wld cook for her up till now! & she wld be so lost without him…

So you see, not every marriage is doomed at the end, not every marriage will make you suffer, it is the balance finding..They were all married because of love, not because of other things..

Think of it, if you marry a person 1st for the money, 2nd for love, wld you be able to continue being happily married when sumhow the money is not there anymore? Wld you be able to be there for the person & endure all pain together? or wld you juz blame the person for every misfortune after that? if so, how wld we be able to be happily married as such I’ve stated above…

I wonder how my life wld turn out to be…

Got nothing to say but saje gatal nak blogging gak…I.m.so.mengantuk.rite.now.

I.wish.for.my.bantal.rite now.

& ummm…. If a fren of yours come to you & say, "Babe, can I introduce you to my brother?"

How would you feel & react?

a) terkejut & sengih cam bozo?

b) terkejut & start kate "eeehh…takpe, takpe. I got BF oredi"

c) terkejut & tanye "Ur bro hemsem onot?"

d) sengih & start calling her " Oh kakak Iparku!"

e) terkejut & asked her " eh why ah?"

And what would you react when she say " I know u got a BF, but you know, I can hook you up or match you with my frenz if u want…"

& the fren doesnt even know what’s happening in your life…..

shit! shit! shit! the shittiest thing in working life is when sumone took wat u hv created from scratch & it was so damn good, and signed it as hers!!! and you cant do much abt it as she’s ur superior!!!

the cheek of that woman!!!

I’m so blardy angry rite now. Talk abt bad, unsopportive managers around…

Babi la depa semua

I met a gud fren of mine the other day..

he asked me, how come I’m so thin since he last met me & he’s so jealous..he’s on diet currently & for u who dont know, I used to be sedap2 begitu when I was in form5 & Matriculation (last he saw me)..

and actually i do have ppl asking me that too..

You wanna know what I answered??

Try being broken-hearted (twice is the best) or makan hati real bad with the one you loved. That’s it. Fastest slimming programme ever.

& he said, "really?"

Am I right ladies??

Semalam kan…I slept with lights switched off coz it was too hot, I even bukak the langsir sbb nakkan angin malam yg sejoook itu…

tetapi pada pagi ini, apabila terjaga, saya melihatkan bilik saya terang benderang sgt, sehinggakan lampu panchor (bilik ayaq) pun was switched on.. Adalah pelik kerna saya tidak mengingati membangun dan membukak lampu..

Dan perkara ini sudah terjadi bebrapa kali…Apakah itu?

Kenapakah sgguh pelik?? Siapakah penswitch-on lampu2 itu?

Tidak mungkin diriku kernaa daku tidak hengaaattt!!

tene neneng tene neneng (cam background cite seram P.Ramlee tu)

huuuuuuuuuuuu

Nhawali Natalie,

Selamat Hari Jadi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Semoga ape yang ko wish for dis year will come true!!!!!!!!!!

Me lurve yeww long taim!!!!

Falling in Love is the best feeling in the whole world

Being in Love is a bliss

Staying in Love is hard enough, but

Fighting to stay in love is the hardest..

or fighting for love?

kepada sesapa yg pi Muse itu, shadap ok.

I got an invitation to a course - "Managing Difficult People" …I laughed & laughed & laughed when I saw that brochure…yeaah I have lots & lots of difficult people to manage, both in work & personal life. How ironic!

Hema came to town & we ( Jesse & me) went to see her at Parkroyal KL..Bwk her to eat at Doraisamy..

we talked & talked of all those issues pertaining to being 27 year old ladies hahaha

Hema got 1 theory: there 3 types of ladies, 1st is the shy shy type, 2nd is the mediocre type & lastly the tomboyish type. Men will go for number 1 & 3 only, and that leave the number 2s, which are all of us! huhu…sbb number 2 is very easygoing n very comforting n everything, n men tend to be comfortable bcoz type 2 will always be there..whereas 1 & 3 are hard to get ( men presume lah) so when they got these 2 types, they cepat2 ikat..betulke theory Hema tu?

We talked abt life mostly & our experiences,if I had blogged abt it yesterday, everything will still be fresh in my mind but today, tah, dah lupa pulak…ingat only the key ones saja.

This year Jesse & Hema had stop planning their lives throughout & I told them I stop doing that when I hit 24…what’s the meaning of trying to put in paper all ur plans when it nvr happen? But after few years of juz following the flow, I got tired of it. Anyway, we all have a limit to what we gonna do & what we hv been waiting for kan…especially if all that nvr seems to materialize…you get what I mean? Empty promises are juz that, empty.

Hema got a 20-year-old guy asking her out hahahhah thinking that she’s 23…mengong! n they nvr clicked..Hema treated him like a little brother on their date..Hema! you’re mean, woman!

Anyway, it is good seeing her again..we had a good nite & we even made her to tell her true feelings for this 1 guy which she had been waiting for FOUR years. Men are juz stoopid creatures. Takkan la tak reti2 lagi kan that guy.

Jesse & me pulak, hmmm…well, I am teeteering on a very very very thin line here..no hopes, no faith.what the hell am I doing here? I dunno…I cant tell much abt Jesse but she is trying to be strong on her own…it is easier when you are being strong for other people than yourself kan..

I hate being 27 & I hate not getting what I want before 28. I hate him even ( tak pasai2 pulak dah..hehe)..And that is an honest truth.

Running away is easier kan?? I’ve been running away my whole life. & this time I choose to fight for it but it is useless…I guess.

Let’s migrate people.