Archive for July, 2006

30 July 2006 - My new hairr!!!!

Monday, July 31st, 2006

people!!

I’ve got a new look!!! waaaahhh…

flow pembikinan rambut baru:

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setelah dikerat rambutku

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setelah dibasuh

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setelah di curl half way

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setelah di curl full head

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setelah di basuh balik

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setelah diabih segale steps

and now……

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28 July 2006 - YAYYY!!! I got the free tickets

Thursday, July 27th, 2006

Gembira rasanya hati…..wahahahha

Today I opened up my email then I saw "You have won free passes to Starlight Cinema"…I was like yayyyy!!!!!!

Like I told before, I’m such a sucker for freebies kan….

I entered a contest of their’s and use the same reason last year on why I wanted to go watch and I got it!!!!

waaaaaaahhhhhhhh…but the sad thing is , this I only got for 2 whereas last year I got for 6!! So kenotla bring a lot of frenz like last year…sorry fellas huhu

hmm…and dis year the venue is quite far from my place ley..and summore sekejap sahaja..we gotta be there before 7pm actually..

YESs..I usually work until 6.30pm everyday….kena bagi sempat la jugak kan…

but the thing is…I GOT THE FREE TICKETSS!!!!!!!

hmm.. on sumthing is soooo takde kena mengena,

I was listening to the radio dis morning and guess what, there are increasing numbers of Americans who are so fat that they CAN’T fit into the X-ray machine. Not only in their size, but their fat content is so thick that the rays cannot penetrate in…

waaahhhh…soooo scary maaann!!!

oi Malaysians!! pls la dun be like dat ok…live healthily macam Motmot

heheheheh

27 July 2006 - Under The Bridge

Thursday, July 27th, 2006

"Under The Bridge"

Sometimes I feel like I don’t have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in - the city of cities
Lonely as I am, together we cry we cry we cry

I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love - take me all the way
I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love - take me all the way

I drive on the streets, ‘cos he’s my companion
I walk through his fields, ‘cos he knows who I am
He sees my good day, then he kisses me windy
I never worry - now that’s a lie

I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love - take me all the way
I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love - take me all the way

1 time, 2 times, 3 times, 4 times

It’s hard to believe there’s nobody out there
It’s hard to believe that I’m all alone
At least I have his love - the city he loves me
Lonely as I am, together we cry

I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love - take me all the way
I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love - take me all the way

I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love - take me all the way
I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love - take me all the way

~~i really like dis songs…sumhow potraying the feeling I’m getting lately

25 July 2006 - Penjeless!!!

Tuesday, July 25th, 2006

Definitions of jealousy:

The complexity of jealousy allows it to be defined in different ways. Scientists and dictionaries have offered many definitions of jealousy. Yet, despite variations in wording and emphasis, a few basic themes occur in many of the definitions. Jealousy can also be distinguished from other phenomena such as envy.

Jealousy involves the wish to keep what one has, and envy the wish to get what one does not have. (Thus, the child is jealous of her parents’ attention to a sibling, but envious of her friend’s new bicycle.)

Mengapakah aku memblog pasal Jealousy nie……sbb aku sedang menjeles ok!!!!!

Shit!!!

Susah la nak overcome, maaann…dulu tak ponn begini..Awat niey? Kenapakah????

Adakah aku insecure?? Sejak bilakah aku menjadi seorg yg insecure nieh haa?????

HAdduuuuhhhhhhhh…..

Toxy, pls la let go of the pasts….( I wish I can)

~huhu….

21 July 2006 - Ladies Nite Out!!

Monday, July 24th, 2006

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24 July 2006 - To my GAY Frenzz

Monday, July 24th, 2006

Dear Frenzz,

I didnt mean to hurt any of you in my previous blog entry…I didnt purposely wanna hurt any of you..

That entry was juz for the one who kacau my MotMot…

I still love you all as you are….Jgn la takmo kawan ngan aku dah wei…

huhu…soweeeeeee

21 July 2006 - You in love with a Piscean?pls read

Friday, July 21st, 2006

Are You In Love with a Pisces

by Celeste B. Longacre

If you are in love with a Pisces man or woman, give him or her attention and sympathy. You have met here an individual who will quietly listen to the tales of your days — good and bad — and desires only the same consideration in return. Gentle and caring, he(she) provides a safe haven in any kind of weather and can be counted upon to get you back on track. Make sure that you do the same.

Little gifts are greatly appreciated here and they need not be expensive. The idea of the token of your affection keeps this individual smiling and returning the favor with surprises of his(her) own. Snuggle-bunnies (hugs) or other displays of tenderness are also essential for true happiness with this mate.

You may need to make a conscientious effort to keep him or her talking about his(her) feelings. Though deeply emotional inside, this particular sign — more than others — is prone to suffer in silence rather than speak out about personal irritations or let-downs. Disaster lurks down that road as unexpressed emotions carry a punch far greater than expressed ones. Make sure that the lines of communication stay open and you can avoid this pitfall.

Don’t be alarmed when this honey desires to spend time alone; it is essential for his(her) mental health. Pisces doesn’t have as strong an aura as many of the other signs do and needs to re-charge the batteries without anyone else around from time to time.

Kindness also pays off in this match. Often polite, he(she) generally is not fond of harsh words or rude phrases. You have found here a person who prizes serenity above all else and one who will appreciate your efforts to keep the waters calm. Once acquired, this bond will be long-lived and true blue.

~I really hope you know all these already…..i really do

21 July 2006 - All about piscean (me lah!) haha

Friday, July 21st, 2006

YOU AND THE PISCES WOMAN

Pisces woman is a fascinating mixture of earthly passion and unworldly fantasies. It’s no wonder that men are captivated by her at first glance and haunted by her forever after. They may try to recall what it is about her that’s so enchanting, but they can’t plumb the depths of her enticing allure.

Her knack for getting around men is uncanny. She has an instinctive ability to make men feel masculine. Her gentleness and softness and innocence bring out their need to be strong and protective.

Pisces lady doesn’t pick her mate on the whim of the moment. Like all water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces), she has a mysterious way of uncovering the secrets that lie beneath a person’s social mask, and her psychic vision sees through to real motives. Sensitive tot he slightest nuance in what someone says or how someone behaves, she’ll quickly beat her way to the exit if what she sees and hears isn’t quite right.

The lovers that Piscean woman chooses tend to fall into two extremes. She finds herself attracted to emotionally handicapped men whom she can mother and envelop with compassionate care. She also falls in love with the opposite kind of man—one who is strong, decisive, with a great sense of self, a man who will protect and cherish her, and give her the support and firm direction that she needs.(~sigh~ soo like motmot)

To her love is the ballast, the center from which all else radiates. When she is happy in love everything else in life seems marvelous. When she is miserable over a love affair, nothing else matters. Her greatest need is to lose herself in someone else, to unite in an almost mystic communion.

More than any other woman in the zodiac, Pisces will change herself to fit the image that her partner wants. Hers is a mutable sign and she is completely adaptable. Yet this woman of a thousand faces remains uniquely herself: elusive, untouchable, mysterious. She has a fascination that no one quite understands.

The Piscean woman’s charms can be a little too otherworldly. Daydreams are her truest reality. One of the many things that men find bewitching about her is that she can give full expression to her sexual fantasies. Pisces woman is accomplished at all varieties of erotic play and can employ the skills of a courtesan to heighten the delight of her lover.

Sometimes her abundantly affectionate nature goes over the bring into dependency. But her psychic intuition lets her know when she’s reached the limits of a man’s patience. She can, if she wishes, take steps to win back a man’s favor. Sometimes though, she becomes touchy and oversensitive at another’s lack of understanding. What she needs most is patience and sympathy. She can’t stand the least hint of rejection. When she’s treated with care and affection, however, the sensual, ultra-feminine side of her nature comes shining through.

The secret of pleasing this ethereal, unworldly, quick silvery, sensitive woman is never to come up short on romance. Romance is the breath of life to her.

~see people see..I am really a nice lady haha

19 July 2006 - Bipolar Disorder…me got meh??

Wednesday, July 19th, 2006

i learn something new & interesting I shd say…i was reading this one blog and she talks about this bipolar diorder..i was caught up…series meh? got this type of disorder? u see, I straight away surf the net to find more on this as you can never guess the symptoms hahaha which are:

  • Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another ( err…adik, wat u think?)Buying things you don’t need ( errr….everybody does it maa)
  • Spending out of control ( everybody does this too)
  • Sleeping less and not missing any bit of it. ( huhu…susahnye ati kuuuu)
  • Irritable and you shout too often or get yourself in arguments and fights ( huhu…tidak!tidak!!)
  • Poor judgment ( nope nope)
  • Flying off the handle ( manade)
  • Very much into socialising ( hahahahahah…ahahahahhaha lagi)
  • Have trouble concentrating and focusing ( errrrrr)
  • Feel too confident of yourself .. more than usual ( haaa…nie tak.so konpem aku takde disorder nie)
  • Bipolar disorder is an illness that affects thoughts, feelings, perceptions and behavior … even how a person feels physically (known clinically as psychosomatic presentations). It’s probably caused by electrical and chemical elements in the brain not functioning properly..hmmm

    There are 2 types of bipolar disorder, depression & mania:

    Depression might be identified by:

    • Refusing to get out of bed for days on end
    • Sleeping much more than usual
    • Being tired all the time but unable to sleep
    • Having bouts of uncontrollable crying
    • Becoming entirely uninterested in things you once enjoyed
    • Paying no attention to daily responsibilities
    • Feeling hopeless, helpless or worthless for a sustained period of time
    • Becoming unable to make simple decisions
    • Wanting to die

    Mania might include:

    • Feeling like you can do anything, even something unsafe or illegal
    • Needing very little sleep, yet never feeling tired
    • Dressing flamboyantly, spending money extravagantly, living recklessly
    • Having increased sexual desires, perhaps even indulging in risky sexual behaviors
    • Experiencing hallucinations or delusions
    • Feeling filled with energy

    Some people think that they are just "over their depression" when they become manic, and don’t realize this exaggerated state is part of the illness - part of bipolar disorder

    However, this can be treated (really??) but how ya?

    I’m depressed finding this waaaahhhh….. aku ada disorder nie ke haaaaaaa

    19 July 2006 - Akta 375B…B for?

    Tuesday, July 18th, 2006

    hmm..today while I was driving to work, I heard that there’s this new Akta in Malaysia -> Akta 375B.

    Akta ini menyatakan, suami2 yang membuat penderaan mental sehingga isterinya sakit mental, akan dihukum penjara tidak lebih dr 5 tahun.

    the 1st thing that crossed my mind was, why la now baru nak kenalkan akta nie? why not masa auntie aku nyer ex-laki tu mensaiko auntie ku sehingga almost go mental? lu ada paham? well…lemme tell u briefly what had happened to my auntie..let’s call her Non.

    this auntie of mine, who is my dad’s sister, was 1 of the brightest child in the family. However, when she got into uni, she got into this 1 religious group at the point of covering her face. that’s not the story btw..haha ( macam motmot ckp, i like to have those cerita2 tepi ). Of coz, being religious, she never lah dating2 like the rest of us, never lah ckp2 fon bergayut, and never lah berbopren.

    But 1 day, she told her late father that a guy wants to masuk meminang. waaahhh!!!everybody the very terkejut maannn!!! and sort of happy oso for her…u see, Non is not drop dead gorgeous (kezenku suma, jgn nak deny)..it so happened dis fella is damn good looking. and he "supposedly" saw Non during a kenduri and fell in love and wants to marry her. Little that the family knows that he was only for the money..Non’s dad adelah org ade name sikit la..and moving on, everybody thot it was such a cinderella story and let them get married.

    they moved into their own house and got the 1st child, and the 2nd child..little that the family knows he was actually abusing her physically & mentally…she quit her job to look after the anak2..oh did I mention he works as a car mechanic & my auntie was a tuition teacher? nonetheless, years after years nobody actually knows abt the abusiveness nature of the husband bcoz the face is oh so baik…blahla zaini!!

    and not many of the bros & sis notice that this husband of Non is actually penggatal but I shall not dwelv into that now..

    anyways, when they got the 3rd child, they were living in Kedah at the time when the big sis found out the truth. She & the family pi lah kekonon nak memvisit adik dia and she found Non’s 1st child was crying outside..she was so terkejut and she asked lah the child why was she crying…and she told lah her dad pukul…the big sis teruih la naik sheikh…n tanya lagi…n baru la she got to know the sonafabitch tu dok hit Non. she confronted Non and bwk balik the family excluding the husband la of coz to their Dad’s house…no wonder la my auntie tetibe all these years cam mental..I shall not say what she did mase kementalan itu as not bukak pekong di dada..her jari sampai bengkok and 2nd child was dipukul sampai jadik cam bodo sket..and all her money was taken, even yg bapak dia and other sibling bagi nyer pun dikebas skali..

    ok..cut the story a bit, at last the husband telah dipukul oelh abg Non yg sgt ganazz ahahahaha…and telah dipaksa bercerai…I juz wish at the time, he dipenjarakan, biaq dia sendiri jadik saiko dlm penjara…

    after few years, dia dok pi stalked 1st child kat skolah…and the 1st child sgtla takutnya nmpk bapak dia sbb takut kena pukul…haaa…sampei centu trauma..

    dia pulak kekonon rindu kat anak dia….cheiss!!!!

    then I was thinking, less than 5 years penjara is actually not enuff utk mensaiko kan balik husband2 yg telah mensaiko kan bini depa…

    it took several years to get my auntie to be normal again..