~intoxicated heart~

Dear all,

I got admitted to SJMC last Monday..Many of you didn’t know about this as I only told a handful of people ( like my bosses and the Motmot)…

You know what happened to me? hmm…If I told you why I was admitted, you wouldn’t have believe me…hahahahah

Last week, tuesday, I realized there’s a lump at my left armpit..then I buat dono je lah thinking it was nothing, perhaps it’ll go away. On wednesday, it was still there and grown bigger. The thing was very painful, swellling, reddish, so I went to see the doctor. Buduhlah doktor Klinik Raj tu, he told me it  was only bisul and gave me some ointment to make it "masak", "ubat kurangkan bengkak" and "ubat tahan sakit" (painkiller) which none of them work as they are called anyway. At first I argued with him, saying there’s no "mata" how can it be bisul..He says there’s 2 types of bisul.Ok lah, since he’s the doctor.Me, obediently putting the ointment and taking the pills as prescribed..Well…on thursday, it was as big as half of a pingpong ball…bulat!! series wei..nnt aku senang aku letak pix dier baru korang tau betapa I’m in PAIN!!. I can’t kepit my arm..Hasni & Weena did touch the lump and were they surprise!! On Friday & Saturday it became bigger and of coz the pain pun tersgtla tak tertahnnya..there’s ppl yg ckp nnt kuar alien from my armpit..apa la tu.kuar ulat la..

hmm…on Saturday siap cuci rambut kat kedai since I cant do it myself.

So, on Sunday, seriously can’t tahan anymore, the Motmot accompanied me to SJMC ( since SJMC is my company’s panel) to see the doctor there..The doctor confirmed it was bisul but instead of coming out, it was growing inside. That’s why takde mate..And the nanah is eating my fat hence making it grew bigger. At this point, the bisul ngam2 sebesar bola pingpong. The doctor was quite surprised that Klinik Raj didn’t gave me any antibiotic, so he prescribed one and I asked for a stronger painkiller. This SJMC doctor tamo potong as he said this can only be done by a surgeon and the surgeon was not around on Sundays..OK.WhattheH***. Bisul pun kena pakai surgeon ka? So my appointment at 2pm on Monday ( I asked to be on the afternoon as I got a sales launch to take care of on Monday). Since nobody can teman me (everybody’s working), I had to go on my own. Takut gakla..Dr. Foo took a look at my bisul and start tekan2 and commenting on the rupture(eh lupe lak nak bitau, pagi tu die dah pecah sendirik and the puss dok menitik2, aku kepit dgn tissue jek sbb kena keja dulu)..bertambah la aku sakit. after asking abt my  medical history, he said "Ok, let’s get u admitted". I was like, hmmm aku kena admit rupanya, kena call ofis nie mintak guarantee letter. The doctor called dunno who and told them to book him an operation. Again, i was like, hah! kena operate?! Panik pun ada gak becoz I’m alone nie..

So, I had to admit my own self pulak..the nurses terkejut as they thot I was doing it for other ppl

Nurse : Yes, who is it for?

ME : It’s for me

Nurse : Ha?

Me: Yes, it’s for my own self.

After being warded and being told not to eat or drink as my operation will be at 6pm, I started smsing  ppl and calling my office. Sunyinye dok sorg2 and I started feeling sorry for myself. The girl who was being warded in the same room with me was howling in pain which didnt do anything to chase my anxiety away. At 5.20, the nurse came to ask me to get prepared. Lagi la aku panik, sapa pun tak mai lagi huhu..tapi dok buat cam berani jek. I was wheeled down to the Operation Theatre and was greated by a ldy (Hi. I’m your aneasthecian, Dr Chiu). Wow, serious maaan!!Aku bisul, kena operate kat Operation Theatre with my hand di masukkan tiub utk bius..They put oxigen for me to breath in..cam dlm TV tu, and the last thing I saw was the round lights. When I woke up, I was in the resting/recovery area. I heard my name being called and started to feel this excruciating pain at my left armpit. I started crying but I still cant move my limbs. One of the nurses saw me and sympathetically she asked am I in pain, so I nodded. She wiped my tears you know n inject me with painkillers. The attendants gently pushed my bed up to my room and looking sorry for me, and there I was, crying all the way up . I cried for 2 hours u know even as I was calling office, Motmot andwhen Hasni called me. I was crying in pain, mind you.I was crying when SMSing Jesse, mama, motmot..I was really hoping that Motmot would actually be there when they pushed me into my room. I understand, Motmot had to work..anyway Motmot already told me Motmot will come after work at 8pm ( I was crestfallen actually..)Oh I forgot to tell, i was awake at 6.50pm. While crying alone on my bed, only able to move right arm, I SMSed Nhawal to tell her. Straightaway she called me..I think that was about 9 something and she made me LAUGH..Thx so much dear..really needed that. Motmot had to take care of other important matter so he came a bit late. I thot he’d never made it that nite. Seeing him really made my heart soar, and of coz seeing Jesse behind him made me happier..even I was like slurring my words ( at that time barula painkiller tu started to kick in)..They stayed until it was very late and they had to work the next day. I slept with my Spongie that nite, hugging his boxed head. I woke up every hour..cant really sleep well..And the next day, Dr Foo said I can go back…and mama was on the way with adik to take me back to Penang…their bus would only arrive in the afternoon, so, again, I discharged my own self. All eyes were on me sbb dgn ketiak berplaster besar, tgn sblh pegang beg n kasut, I was walking alone. Nurses pun tgk dua kali..Well…. Anyway, I waited for Motmot and mama to arrive..

That’s my story fellas…Now I’m in Penang, seriously missing Motmot very much. If only Motmot knows…

Later I’ll post my pix ye.. 

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