~intoxicated heart~

babi.

aku punya BE taleh lepas lak..dah tekan submit thru E-Filing tu dah berjuta kali. why la why dia tamo go thru? tolongla tax form tu go thru oi!!

today first day period & the pain is super duper ok. sakit giles!!

if only the stoopid e-filing tu go thru, I can go bek home oredi n sleep. I didnt go out to lunch, perut sakit plus no mood.

the e-filing is not stoopid btw. I am. sapa suh tak buat awai2? padan muka!

and of coz, dgn perasaan yg diri ini not gud enuf membuatkan mood ilang sesungguhnya. vanished. zipped!!

pujuk cepat.pujuk cepat.

hmmmm…when do you suppose the Starlight Cinema 2006 will start? Anxiously waiting for that now…The only thing I know that it’s supposed to start in June but takdak apa ponnn…

Haihhh…cecepat sikit buleh dak?

Sayang, you ARE following me this year ye…I luv to go watch this, under the starssss….

:: Pertanyaan Untuk CINTA ::..

Adakah tapak tanganmu berkeringat, hatimu
berdebar kencang dan
suaramu
tersekat di dadamu?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu SUKA.

Adakah kamu tidak dapat melepaskan pandangan
mata darinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu NAFSU.

Adakah kamu menginginkannya kerana kamu tahu
ia ada di sana?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESEPIAN.

Adakah kamu mencintainya kerana itulah yang
diinginkan semua
orang?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESETIAAN

Adakah kamu tetap mengatakan kamu
menyintainya kerana kamu tidak
ingin melukai hatinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu BELAS KASIHAN.

Adakah kamu menjadi miliknya kerana pandangan
matanya membuat
hatimu
melompat?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu TERGILA-GILA.

Adakah kamu memaafkan kesalahannya kerana
kamu mengambil berat
tentangnya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu PERSAHABATAN.

Adakah kamu mengatakan padanya bahawa
setiap hari hanya dia yang
kamu
fikirkan?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu DUSTA.

Adakah kamu rela memberikan semua perkara
yang kamu senangi untuk
kepentingan dirinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KEMURAHAN HATI.

Tetapi

Adakah kamu tetap bertahan kerana campuran
antara kesakitan dan
kegembiraan yang membutakan dan tak
terfahami … menarikmu
mendekati dan tetap bersamanya?
ITULAH CINTA.

Apakah kamu menerima kesalahannya kerna itu
bahagian dirinya dan
siapa
dirinya?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah kamu tertarik dengan orang lain tapi setia
dengannya tanpa
penyesalan?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah kamu menangis kerana kesakitannya
walaupun saat itu dia
kuat?
ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah hatimu sakit dan hancur ketika dia
bersedih?
ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah hatimu gembira ketika dia berbahagia?
ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah matanya melihat hatimu dan menyentuh
jiwamu begitu
mendalam
sehingga menusuk?
Yang demikian itulah namanya CINTA.

DON’T CLICK HERE!

***You Belong in London***

You belong in London, but you belong in many cities… Hong Kong, San Francisco, Sidney. You fit in almost anywhere.
And London is diverse and international enough to satisfy many of your tastes. From curry to Shakespeare, London (almost) has it all!

What European City Do You Belong In?
http://www.blogthings.com/whateuropeancitydoyoubelonginquiz/

***Your Values Profile***

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You’re loyal to your friends… to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You don’t really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that’s what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:

You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there’s some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don’t mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you’ve given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!

Humility:

You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don’t need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You’re very modest, and you’re keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you…
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you’re open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test
http://www.blogthings.com/thefivefactorvaluestest/

~ I think the 5 values are mostly correct

hahaha…macam tak byk keja jek ari nie..I got the link from Nhawal’s blog and been trying all those tests..

***What Your Underwear Says About You***

Admit it, you’ve dreamed of being a underwear model.

You’re comfortable in your own skin - and don’t care to impress anyone.

The Underwear Oracle
http://www.blogthings.com/theunderwearoracle/

***You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra***

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you’re not in a hurry.
And while your flying by, you don’t want to look like every other car on the road!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?
http://www.blogthings.com/what2007carshouldyoudrivequiz/

***You Are Not Scary***

Everyone loves you. Isn’t that sweet?

How Scary Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/howscaryareyouquiz/

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You’re a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.<br />
Of course, you’re totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally.
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***The Keys to Your Heart***

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you’re told that you’re loved.

You’d like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You’ll do anything for love, but you won’t fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

~err…I’m afraid of marriage?? hehehehe

Motmot going to Phuket…tp watch Muay Thai???

PUhHleeaaasseeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

You know…is it true that once you commit yourself to this 1 person, you gotta stop doing everything that you like and start to accomodate what the other person likes?

yeah yeah..people’ll say things like you gotta sacrifice to be with the one you love. Is it true or it’s just rubbish? People oso say that you gotta compromise, meet halfway. those sort of things but in reality? Ususally it’s one-sided, am i rite?

One will say how he sacrifice his time, his money & so on but failed to see her sacrifices. The other one will say how she stops all her nitelife, stop meeting friends, stop going out if he’s not around and so on..but the thing is, are the sacrifices made balanced each other out? Most of the time, NO.

The guy with pride and the girl with of coz, pride too..

It doesn’t help that the guy thinks only of his temper, which is very very short, and failed to see that the girl oso got her temper too…

Is it really a girl’s fault if she just can’t be like what he wanted her to be? And is it the guy’s fault that he couldnt take risks in life if he can’t calculate it?

Why do people being matched together if they have different personalities & outlook in life? Does Cupid hit them purposely with his arrows? Let see the similarities & differences…argh! Don’t have the mood to list them now…

All in all…try to adjust if you love each other and you feel that you want to spend your life with that one.

I might be worng but for nw, that’s what I think