I haven’t paid my credit cardS yet..
I heven’t bought anything to eat in my house..
I haven’t found anything to defend myself sekejap lagi nie….I’m dead…Abihla aku kena buang keja..then how to do both of the above?
Apa la aku nak buat nie…..
A University professor at a well-known institution of higher learning
challenged his students with this question. “Did God create everything that
exists?
“A student bravely replied, “Yes he did!” “God created everything?”
The professor answered, “If God created everything, then God created evil.
And, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define
who we are, then we can assume God is evil.”
The student became quiet and did not answer the professor’s hypothetical
definition. The professor, quite pleased with himself, boasted to the
students that he had proven once more that religious faith was a myth.
Another student raised his hand and said, “May I ask you a question,
professor?”
“Of course”, replied the professor. The student stood up and asked,
“Professor does cold exist?”
“What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been
cold?”
The other students snickered at the young man’s question. The young man
replied, “In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of
physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Every body
or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat
is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy.
Absolute zero (-460 F) is the total absence of heat; and all matter becomes
inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We
have created this word to describe how we feel if we have no heat.”
The student continued, “Professor, does darkness exist?”
The professor responded, “Of course it does.”
The student replied, “Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist.
Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not
darkness. In fact, we can use Newton’s prism to break white light into many
colors and study the various wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure
darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and
illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure
the amount of light present. Isn’t this correct?
Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no
light present.” Finally the young man asked the professor, “Sir, does evil
exist?”
Now uncertain, the professor responded, “Of course, as I have already said.
We see it everyday. It is in the daily examples of man’s inhumanity to man.
It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world.
These manifestations are nothing else but evil.
To this the student replied, Evil does not exist, sir, or at least it does
not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like
darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of
God.”
“God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does
not have God’s love present in his heart. It’s like the cold that comes when
there is no heat, or the darkness that comes when there is no light.”
The student sat down. His name was Albert Einstein
lupa lak nak bitau…gambo tgn-bunga-love tu I took from Nhawal…she alwiz go to Cameron for field trip….I guess at that time nak jadi “seni” la tu…tapi takpa la….very the nice!
Nhawal, aku buat aku nyer pc wallpaper kat opis tau!
Nhawal, be strong dear….we will sumhow face all these heartache yg kiter tak penah sangke akan terjadi n kiter pun tak penah sangke kiter akan berkelakuan spt yg tak penah kiter buat….
sumhow our tolerence level will go up just to apease that person..bcoz we love that person so much…
We can’t afford to lose yet the heartache won’t go away no matter how we try..
Give time dear and be patience. I guess most likely the distance & the uncontrollable need to be together might be the causes..I do understand..
I do agree with you though, whoever said ” Distance makes the heart grow fonder” is totally bull. That person has never experienced long-distanced relationship obviously!
Dear, take care of your heart and try to make peace with ***** …maybe dier pun buntu tatau nak watpe…
Else,come to see him soonest you can
I’m here for you babe!
S W E A R - T R U T H F U L L Y
do you love someone? - very much
do he/she know it? - better be!
simple or complicated? - simply complicated
IN - THE - PAST - MONTH - HAVE - YOU
Bought something? - nooooo!!!! sob!sob!
Gotten sick? - yup..heartache
Been hugged? - yes =)
Talked to an ex? - nope. Nak mati?
Missed someone? - yeeessss…mommy
Failed a test? - i dun think so
Ate cereal? - no
Gotten your hair cut? - no…nak sgt nie
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R
Said “I Love you”? and mean it? - of coz!!
Given money to a homeless person? - yes
Smoked? - yes…once only!
Gotten drunk? - never
Waited all night for a phone call? - yes
M A N N E R S
You cook your own food? - yup
You like pepsi or coke? - both
You own a cat? - no
You spend your money wisely? - not really
Do you like to swim? - yes
D O - Y O U - P R E F E R
flowers or angels? - flowers
gray or black? - black
Color or black-&-white photos? - both
sunrise or sunset? - sunset
M&Ms or Skittles? - M&Ms
jazz or classic? - classic
Staying up late or waking up late? - staying up late
Winter or Fall? - fall
Left or right? - right
Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friend?-
both
Sunshine or rain? - both
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice
cream?-chocolate! Jimie called me Chocolate Monster
Boys or girls? - both
P E R S O N A L
Kissed someone in the past month? - yes
Have u ever wanted to die? - yes
Have u ever thought of killing someone? yes
Single or in a relationship? - single and in a
relationship
Ever been in love? - yes
Thought about getting married? - yes (tipula kalo kate tak)
Want to have kids? - yes
T H E - L A S T
Person u hugged: labilabi
Person u kissed: labilabi
Person u talked to on the phone?: labilabi
Text message in your phone?: “You are an angel” from my boss…hehe
Missed call?: my agency
TV Show watched?: tak ingat tu
Food consumed?: kek
Words said to someone?: “yes, sure
”
Song sung?: demi waktu - ungu. best bangat!
Song listened?: none
Website visited?: airasia
Email read?: bapak banyak ok. sumer pasal keje
Friendster message?: none for today..haihh..hampa semua tak ingat dekat cheq ka ha?
Testimonial received?: none for today
Testimonial written?: none for today oso
Took this from Chics
My ex is… definitely HISTORY! Kalo tak History nanti si empuk marah kekek
Maybe I should gain more weight
I love it when it’s drizzling outside my bedroom window.hmm…lovely!
I don’t understand my boss’ temper..tadi he called me an angel, esok2 blom tau lagi tuh!
I lose in all arguments with him.Chenta kann…
People say lots of nonsense most of the time.
Love is universal but the best thing in the world!
Somewhere, someone is missing me? hmmm…
I will always have my sanity checked.
Forever is when u die n go to Heaven/Hell
I think the current US President is not applicable to me in any ways except to condemn him
When I wake up in the morning I wish I can go back to sleep-weekdays, breakfast is already on the table - weekends
My past was quite colourful. Since kecik2 otak aku gegila skett n my lil sis alwiz ikut jek ape aku nak buat..
I get annoyed by people who thinks they are above evrything
Parties are supposed to be FUN!
My dog is something I logingly wish for
My cat is Aie. Garang, carniverous, fearless but oh soooo cuddly!
Kisses are the best when it’s accompanied by Love
Tomorrow is just another day
I really want to go Bali!!! and wear those bikinis
I have low tolerance when people think they are right when they are not, yet saying that I’m wrong
HAH!!!!
giler byk entry aku pada arinie…macamla keja tak belambak kekeek
anyway, aku nak citer pasal Nhawal..Last sunday nhawal came to my place & tido sattu malam di rumahku…(dia dah kenal my little ones-> Mori, Tumnus & Dido). Byk gakla dok cherita cherita…The next while dok besiap2, Nhawal ckp " dah seploh tawun kan Jas " aku pun terkesima sekejap..a’ah lah nhawal dah seploh tawun kiter kawan kann…she is really my besfren….sgt memahami diriku dan dengar jek chereta2 dan kejadian2 yg menimpa diriku kekekek…x-bopren2 aku dulu pun dier accept jek even aku tau kekdg dier bukan suker dgn derang tu kah kah kah…maser skolah pun dier layan jek aku yg bengong dan penoh dgn drama niey…
she’s very supportive of me, my plans, my dreams & my misfortune…
And today, masuk blog dier ghupenye ader cerita pasal aku…huhu terharu mami !
I UV U SOOO MUCH BEBEH!!! YUP, My instict was definitely correct when I first talked to you….
Kena pindahkan my I need to list into here:
*sleep
*find/buy/ask ppl to buy myself 2 new pair of shoes
*finish up my workplan..(huhu…HR dah marahh) ->DONE! YAYY!!
*eat Ikan Kerapu masak masam2 manis…perrghh!!heaven!lama tak mkn ->DONE! YAYY!!
*buy a sofa
*buy a new bed (single bed is no longer fit =P ) & and a wardrobe
*cook…dah lama tak prektis my cooking skills (anybody nak try,maila umah)
*refresh my interest in working (hoi! kalo tak sapa nak menanggong diriku ini)
*book myself a vacation–> MELAKA!Cuti-cuti Malaysia.Jom Jesse Jom!->DONE!! YAYY!!
*shake my booty…kena ghetuk skett kuman2…dah lama tak eksesais
*find my belly ring..bole tebukak lak
*de-stress
*balik semban & penang
*re-organize my workstation muahahah…kandang babi pun tak camnie
*servis my Lisa ( dun get d wrong impression. Lisa is my car!)
*MEET UP WITH ALL MY FRENZZZ & LEPAKING-> akmar, awin, MINIE, Elio, Azados, Jie, Syam, Amal, Najmah, Noraini, Adam(Areyuke), E-za, Isma, Jimie ( dah beranak ka ha?), EZRIN, Hana Hanif, Zue, E-ja, Hema, Jaza, Mie, Has, Sabrina Karim ( ada kat sini ponn tak jupe kann), Shed dan ramei la lagi..
*see Original Prankster kat tepi parit tu..ehekheke
*meet Bosch & Lomb..dok beniaga lagi ke kompeni tu?
*take TV kat umah (my current set taleh pasang CD)
**spend quality time wit Lil Devil**
*get a WASHING MACHINE!!! tak larat wei basuh kain manually!!
*get fatter (so anybody nak banje makan sgtla dialu-alukan)
~haihh…byk lagi tak complete niey~
Risk in ‘buy today, pay later’ lifestyle
KUALA LUMPUR: More Malaysians are living on credit.
Last year, consumer loans increased 14.3% from RM550.6bil to RM629.4bil. Credit card spending rose 13.9%, from RM39.6bil to RM45.2bil.
According to the inaugural Commerce & Consumer Report 2005 released by the Domestic Trade and Consumer Affairs Ministry and Ratings Agency Malaysia (RAM) Consultancy Services, this meant that Malaysian households are more willing to spend.
And the ministry is very worried about this trend.
“The numbers indicate that we are heading towards a lifestyle of living on credit,” Domestic Trade and Consumer Affairs secretary-general Datuk Seri Talaat Husain told a media briefing here on the report.
“Our worry is the debts a person has chalked up.
“The ability to pay back might be difficult for certain sectors of the population.”
Talaat said recent Bank Negara reports of young people running up huge debts and being declared bankrupts were a clear indication of the need to be cautious and to ensure Malaysians did not end up always spending beyond their means….
HAH!! Fucker!!
It has been sometime from the last entry..A lot in my mind that I need to blurt out but they were all jumbled. Cant seems to put them in sentences either. Had to re-organize what I need to say.
I’m emotionally hurt. Very high expectations from others & very high demand too..but I have been trying my very very best to accomodate that as I cant afford to lose that others. What does that translate to? Less time for your own indulgence, less everything else too. What do I get in return? Happiness (sound soo lame..), & yup, it’s what I’m looking for..
Sometimes it’s hard to explain & make others understand my situation & point of view and most of the time, it gets misunderstood. I’m not really articulate..Well, I guess most of the time I failed to understand others too ( hah! so much for me being called understanding & penyayang from my close frenzz) ..We got different backgrounds and not at the same par in so called "life"….me with all the liabilities ( credit cards, rents), commitments (car, loans) & my own stoopid lifestyle whereas that others don’t have all that. and I have yet to start pay for my study loans!! I do admit I tend to spend & spend & spend, eventhought I didnt spend all for my own self only, I didnt asked for anybody to pay all that. Yes I do earn a lot but like the pepatah-> makin besar periuk, makin besar kerak. So true! How those old old people yg zaman tok nenek tu can come with pepatah like that? Anyway, if I tried to make that others to understand that, somehow it just refuse to go into the brain to process. So, what can be said other than -> "once you have all these liabilities then you would know" ..but it is taken as comdemning the said self to become like that too…apokobondo la eh…it’s life & that’s the cycle for now I guess…People had to go through the hardship if he/she learning to be indipendent…Mak bapak aku bukannya kaya raya, duit berkepok2 dlm bank akaun depa ponn…bukan ada tanah sebidang nak tggu nak buat banglo. Tak payah la kot aku menyusahkan depa lagi nak suh byr itu ini, kata dah kerja. Depa pun dah bg education yg patut jadi harta depa untuk aku, yg patut boleh tolong aku nak carik harta sendiri. Kalo tak, takkan la mak aku dok kerja lagi sampai la nie. I wish I can gv more money to them tapi tu lah, aku ponn tinggai skett lagi nak mengais pagi dan petang. Senang ja depa kata pi lah cari laki kaya..HALLLOOO!!!! that’s not going to help anyway…laki kaya ponn tamo kat aku..kalo aku tak chenta pun tak guna gak!Yang aku chenta tu sorang ja..tp tu pun marah2 aku ~huhu~
Another perspective that that others couldnt see. I am the eldest…maybe not the eldest son but still the eldest. When you are the eldest, you tend to soften to all your other siblings wants..n that others dont forget lah, ur sis & bro do spend for you kan..so try put urself in their position, u hv to remember, me & the rest of the eldest, dont actually have pots of gold in the wardrobe. Just try for once take it as he/she pun keja teruk gak, jgnla nak expect too much.
And to those people yang terlampau biasa sgt ada money source (mak bapak, abang kakak, gf/bf yg gaji byk), stop judging people if you hv never been in their shoes! Belajaq jadi susah skit, dont be too calculative, some people like me sometimes dont think of return of investment but just being ikhlas..calculating risk is different from being calculative altogether.
And people, that’s what I mean ->Happiness doesnt come for free. You have to pay for it (literally!)
