~intoxicated heart~

I hate the world today
You’re so good to me
I know but I can’t change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I’m an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you’d be so confused
I don’t envy you
I’m a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You’ll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I’m going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won’t mean a thing

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season’s already changing
I think it’s cool, you do what you do
And don’t try to save me

I’m a bitch, I’m a tease
I’m a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I’m your angel undercover
I’ve been numb, I’m revived
Can’t say I’m not alive
You know I wouldn’t want it any other way

Febuari

- Sukar untuk jatuh cinta tapi mudah untuk
mengkhianati pasangan.
- Amat hormat kepada pasangan.
- Amat suka memikat pasangan.
- Jujur dan berterus terang dalam perhubungan.
- Sentiasa nekad untuk bersama dengan
pasangannya
- Sangat romantik pada dalaman dan bukan pada
luaran(hanya pasangannya yang
tahu)
- Patuh kepada pasangannya dan selalu menjaga
hati pasangan.
- Kurang beremosi terhadap pasangannya.
- Amat menjaga penampilan diri dan pasangannya.
- Pasangan ideal: Lahir bulan 5,9,10,12

erk…whatcha think? hehehe

today i got an email from catcha.com..i got a new free passes to watch starlight cinema tmrw nite ->White Chicks….hmm..last week I received for 2 nites.

Imagine me watching Samara (of all movies!)…I dun really fancy ghost story..me=scaredy cat…but bcoz I got it for free and can bring 5 more frenz with me..

hmm..Such a sucker for freebies!Huh!!

D next nite I watched Kingdom Of Heaven..not so bad as it’s Orlando Bloom ~sigh~

And, oso bcoz I’m watching d movie wit muh part timer, I dun mind it was such a hot nite, wit all the mosquitoes feasting on our blood,YUCKS..hehehehe

So, tmrw nite me going again, with jes, my sis, my sis’ fren, my colleagues…

pray it doesn’t rain huhu…

hmmm..mondays..mondays

sumhow mondays will alwiz be mondays..dun feel energized on mondays, dat’s y mondays hv lotsa names..monday blues,etc

Darlin’ I can’t explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it’s drivin’ me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I’ll guarantee
That I’ll never let you go

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I’m down on bended knee
I’ll never walk again until you come back to me
I’m down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don’t need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I’m begging you, begging you come back to me

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I’m down on bended knee
I’ll never walk again until you come back to me
I’m down on bended knee

Gonna swallow my pride
Say I’m sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don’t ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won’t hurt any more
No I don’t believe our love’s terminal
I’m down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I’m down on bended knee
I’ll never walk again until you come back to me
I’m down on bended knee

*sumbody once give me this song…but i didnt expect my another sumbody to play it for me again..

hey fellas!!!

today n tmrw my boss on-leave..his parents from Denmark came down to Malaysia…sunhow they alwiz come here n I was told dat most Mat Salleh loves to come here..I guess Malaysia is like syurga dunia for them, good food, good weather to strip down, good people, good mini busses :), good beaches, etc etc…

For myself, LEGA BOS AKU TADEK ARI NIE..MUAHAHAHAHA!!! Leh balik awai…

So long I nvr compose anything eventho I luv to write actually…my work now drained all my creativity heheheh…

To start writing again, ermm not dat hard kan…Lotsa things I wanna share but later okie..

ciao!!

my 1st entry….

ermm..dunno wat to say yet, me juz trying..